Not in the Mood

I'm not quite sure what to write about now... but hey, it's the first day of the new month!!! Hehehe. As if it has a bearing...

Actually, I'm quite moody and sensitive for the past days... don't know why... (well, my period is due like two weeks from now... so you can scrap that from the possible reasons...)

Hmmm... to begin with, for some reasons, I'm quite irritated here at home... (hey sis, if you're reading this, just be quiet ok...) It's about my father... Naiinis lang ako kasi lagi na lang ako ang napupuna... don't argue with me here sis ok, I'm just expressing my sentiments... What adds up to this situation is the manner how it's being done... bakit ba kailangan akong ipahiya di ba? Why does he have to let me feel that I'm dumb and stupid! Sa totoo lang, tinatablan na nga ako nung nakikinig ako ng talk last Saturday nung prayer meeting e... (it was about honoring your parents) I've got no problem with my mother... pero sobrang major issue talaga yung sa tatay ko e... I may have committed mistakes, but he could have corrected them in the most loving way... after all, I am his daughter! Nakakainis kasi he treats me indifferently!

Ang isa pang kinaiinis ko e yun bang pinaparamdam nya sa akin na I'm inferior compared to his favorite daughter... like kelangan pa bang ipamukha sa akin na mas maganda si geng kesa sa akin!!! Duh!!! Hay naku, ever since I was young, ramdam na ramdam ko kaya yang favoritism nya... Kakainis e... Ewan ko ba, I just don't feel his fatherly love...

Maybe, one of these days, I'd talk to my pastoral leader about this...

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My honey and I had a small argument yesterday... Muntik na kasi nyang di tuparin promise nya e... Buti na lang tinupad nya.. hehehe...

Well, it's been two months since we haven't spent some quality time... It's because our schedules are hectic... and last Saturday, he agreed that he would come and visit me here.

Unfortunately, some unexpected things happened. Nag-aya kasing pumunta ng SM mommy nya e...

But I'm just happy that he kept his promise... :)

We had dinner here at home and watched CSI...

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Tomorrow's my interview schedule with the school that I'm seeking employment with... I hope that everything would be ok...

Anyway, earlier this evening, I saw in the news that the price of the gasoline would increase... additional 4-6 pesos... tsk tsk tsk...

Graba na ito!

Haaay... we better hurry saving for the wedding and our future... ang hirap na ng buhay dito sa Pilipinas! I do hope that our country would recover from this economic crisis... coz I don't want to resort going to other country and work there... give them my expertise... coz this is what everybody's doin' right now... I still have my nationalism in me...

Kung lahat ng magagaling nasa ibang bansa, paano na lang ang bayan natin di ba?

What do you think?