Moved On

I just finished chatting with my highschool friend. I was supposed to be doing my blog when I connected to the internet two hours ago. But then again, when I saw him online, I decided to postpone doing this. I just had a hard time multi-tasking. Hehehe. If you're reading this Kuya Ofed... ayan ha, malakas ka sa akin kaya inuna kitang kausapin. But kidding aside, I didn't have any regret of spending time chatting with him. After all, it's not so often that I got the chance to talk to my old friends. Yeah, he's one of the very few friends that I had during my High School days.

Anyway, although it was kinda late when we finished chatting, I still have some energy in me so I decided to post my entry...

Hmm... just like what I've mentioned, we chatted for about two hours. And after he bid me goodbye, I had a mixture of feelings... A part of me tells me that two hours seemed not enough to catch up the seven years that we didn't see each other. Grabe, sobrang nonstop ang kwentuhan... alam mo yun, gusto mo pang kausapin, kaya lang he was sleepy na eh... And of course, I was happy because we really got to talk about many things... and I felt kinda funny when we were talking about the past. In short, I did enjoy chatting with him! It just felt good connecting to people from your past... I just didn't think that I could do that after what had happened with me and my ex-beau, who happens to be his friend also.

So, our conversation focused more about my whereabouts. And you know what? Though I told him some things that weren't so nice to recall, I didn't feel any bitterness... In short, I've really moved on with my life! That past is past, and that I shouldn't let that affect me or make me miserable. Though, sometimes, it's nice to look back in the past and learn important lessons from them... After all, experience is the best teacher...

I am so happy with this realization. And I do hope that someday, I'd be able to settle all the other unresolved issues in my past.

There may be unpleasant experiences I had in my past, but these taught me a lot of great lessons. They make up for who I am right now. And I am happy that I've matured somehow... :)

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Kuya Ofed... it was nice chatting with you... sensya na kung medyo makulit ako... thanks for your time... for listening to me...

Honey, once again, I've realized how lucky I am to have you... Seryoso ako. Thank you for accepting and loving me for who I am... I love you honey! Mwaaah!

To my brothers and sisters in the community... most especially to my groupmates in YE... lari, kate, angel, and niño... thanks for accepting me for who I am... for listening to me... haaay... nami-miss ko na YE natin. can't wait for our facilitator's seminar and workshop next summer... sana matuloy... Paging Kris Arellano... :)

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Truly, people are special gifts... >> I hope I got it right... it's one of the hand outs given during our YE last Summer.