Just an Ordinary Day

Just like what I've mentioned in my previous post, today's our 37th monthsary but it's as if it was just an ordinary day... I had my usual routine... except that I accompanied my sister for her check up. There's been a little problem with her pregnancy. Yesterday's supposedly her due date... but she hasn't given birth yet. The baby seemed not to be moving normally... Oh well, I just hope that everything's going to be fine. Honestly, I'm quite nervous about this... I just think that she's a little bit too young for this... But I do hope that she would be able to handle these things maturely...

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I called up Southville International School today to follow up the status of my application. I was a bit disappointed because there has been some reservation on my application... I guess it's just not meant to be... I guess I have to start passing my application to other schools again...

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Here's a song revived by Nina. It's entitled Constantly. I really like this song... It reminds me of somebody... I wish I had the guts to tell him how much he meant to me. How much I want to comfort him during the times that he was so down and lonely. How I wanted to hold him in my arms and tell him that it's okay... I'm here beside you... everything's gonna be fine... I wouldn't leave you no matter what...

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CONSTANTLY

I knew it was there

Though I tried to hide it

The feeling just kept on shining through

Haven’t known you that long

So I try to deny it

But the feeling was much too

Much too strong

Could this be love

Deep down inside

Tearing me apart

I feel it in my heart

Constantly, you’re on my mind

Thinking about you all the time

I can’t sleep no matter what I do

I just keep on thinking ‘bout you

Why do I feel this way

When I know you have someone

That you’re seeing each and everyday

Should I play this game

Of just being your friend but i know that’s not where I want it to end

How could this be wrong

When it feels so strong

Tearing me apart I feel it in my heart
No I don’t want to start

No trouble

Between you and I and you lover

But I must tell you what I’m going through

Everytime you walk by I see love in your eyes