I'm Back!

It's been a long time since the last time I've blogged. I was quite busy for the past days... I was busy baby sitting and reflecting on the book that I'm currently reading.

Anyway, a lot of things happened... well, things are getting better here at home. My mom's in a good mood, except for the time that she was a little bit pushy about me getting a job in a call center. We had a little fight, but thank God everything's okay now.

So far, my applications with some institutions are prospering. In fact, I do have an interview tomorrow morning. In addition, all my jobstreet applications are under consideration. I also received an email acknowledgement with a prominent firm - that they received my resume and it's in the process.

So far, so good...

I'm really praying that I do get the job that I wanted... the job that the Lord is really leading me...

Right now, I feel great though the future isn't that clear yet... I feel spiritually high... isa isa na kasing nasasagot ang mga tanong na bumabagabag sa akin... :)

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In addition, medyo nakahanap na ang honey ko ng solution sa problem namin kung paano kami makakapag-raise ng money for our wedding... praise the Lord! Sana nga maging okay na ang lahat... and that in four years time, I will be Mrs. Jorge P. Isidoro, Jr... truly the Lord is so loving, merciful, great... and faithful...

When my honey told me about this, I really got excited... so excited that I wasn't able to sleep well that night...

I do love my honey so much... that there's nothing more that I could wish for but to be with him forever...

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This song is entitled "Especially for you" revived by MYMP... this song's for you honey... I love you very much! Mwaaah! Honey, with God's grace, makakaraos din tayo...

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was going through
All the time we were apart I thought of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed I still feel the same

Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I’m next to you

No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

And now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Especially for you I wanna tell you
You mean all the world to me
How I’m certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now I’m next to you

I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out the love
Inside you, oh

And now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

You were in my heart
My love never changed and now that I’m next to you
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say it’s all because of you

Not in the Mood

I'm not quite sure what to write about now... but hey, it's the first day of the new month!!! Hehehe. As if it has a bearing...

Actually, I'm quite moody and sensitive for the past days... don't know why... (well, my period is due like two weeks from now... so you can scrap that from the possible reasons...)

Hmmm... to begin with, for some reasons, I'm quite irritated here at home... (hey sis, if you're reading this, just be quiet ok...) It's about my father... Naiinis lang ako kasi lagi na lang ako ang napupuna... don't argue with me here sis ok, I'm just expressing my sentiments... What adds up to this situation is the manner how it's being done... bakit ba kailangan akong ipahiya di ba? Why does he have to let me feel that I'm dumb and stupid! Sa totoo lang, tinatablan na nga ako nung nakikinig ako ng talk last Saturday nung prayer meeting e... (it was about honoring your parents) I've got no problem with my mother... pero sobrang major issue talaga yung sa tatay ko e... I may have committed mistakes, but he could have corrected them in the most loving way... after all, I am his daughter! Nakakainis kasi he treats me indifferently!

Ang isa pang kinaiinis ko e yun bang pinaparamdam nya sa akin na I'm inferior compared to his favorite daughter... like kelangan pa bang ipamukha sa akin na mas maganda si geng kesa sa akin!!! Duh!!! Hay naku, ever since I was young, ramdam na ramdam ko kaya yang favoritism nya... Kakainis e... Ewan ko ba, I just don't feel his fatherly love...

Maybe, one of these days, I'd talk to my pastoral leader about this...

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My honey and I had a small argument yesterday... Muntik na kasi nyang di tuparin promise nya e... Buti na lang tinupad nya.. hehehe...

Well, it's been two months since we haven't spent some quality time... It's because our schedules are hectic... and last Saturday, he agreed that he would come and visit me here.

Unfortunately, some unexpected things happened. Nag-aya kasing pumunta ng SM mommy nya e...

But I'm just happy that he kept his promise... :)

We had dinner here at home and watched CSI...

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Tomorrow's my interview schedule with the school that I'm seeking employment with... I hope that everything would be ok...

Anyway, earlier this evening, I saw in the news that the price of the gasoline would increase... additional 4-6 pesos... tsk tsk tsk...

Graba na ito!

Haaay... we better hurry saving for the wedding and our future... ang hirap na ng buhay dito sa Pilipinas! I do hope that our country would recover from this economic crisis... coz I don't want to resort going to other country and work there... give them my expertise... coz this is what everybody's doin' right now... I still have my nationalism in me...

Kung lahat ng magagaling nasa ibang bansa, paano na lang ang bayan natin di ba?

What do you think?