First Day of Work

Today, I ended my so-called long vacation due to my sickness. I had to go to school today... I mean, I should. Aside from the fact that there wouldn't be nothing left in my salary due to the deductions (absences, etc.), I have to get ready the grades of my students because the issuance of cards will be this Friday... Oh great! This is just what I needed to complete my week!

Because of these circumstances, I had no choice but to finish computing my students' conduct grades, their general averages, and their Makabayan grades (Social Science + Values + PEHM + THE grades/4 = MAKABAYAN GRADE). Now talk about the art and science of cramming.. Hehehe... I had to do what I had to do. FIRST THINGS FIRST. Oh, and did I mention that there were still two stupid students who haven't taken their 2nd Periodical Exams in my subject? Grrr... I don't know why do I have to exert extra effort to remind them that they have to take the special exams (consequence of not paying their due tuition fee on time) -- for the nth time since two weeks ago! Grrr! Oh great! Are the kids really this stupid nowadays? I dunno, but in the span of 14 years of my life as a student (excluding my Master's degree course at present), I've never done such a thing! I had always been a responsible student -- and had always been accountable for the actions that I'd done.

Anyway, I didn't teach today... I just gave my seatworks today... (bad ko bang teacher? hehehe... ) Don't get me wrong, though. The seatworks were, of course, related with the topics that that I'm going to discuss tomorrow. And while my students were busy doing their seatworks, I was also busy with my own stuff. Hehehe.

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Good luck, bad luck, no one knows, only God...

Our school recollection is postponed next week.

Why?

Because the person in charge to send out the letter(regarding the recollection) to the parents didn't do her part...

Why?

Because I WAS ABSENT FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS.

QUESTION: ARE THESE TWO SITUATIONS CONNECTED WITH EACH OTHER?

Grrr!!!

Was she expecting that I was going to leave the school now for good or that I had to prepare the letter for the parents by myself?

Whatever her reason may be, that's not a valid reason...

Why?

Because the recollection module proposal has been passed to her last week...

So, who's fault is it?

Come to think of it, she hadn't given me any feedback if that recollection module proposal which my honey and I prepared had been approved...

Anyway, I guess it's God's will that this recollection won't push through this weekend. At least, my honey and I can prepare spiritually (we'll be going on a confession this coming Friday)...

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My co-teacher and I had a little chat this afternoon. Topic: ex-boyfriends. :)

Anyway, I just feel bad that my co-teacher and her ex bf ended up in bad terms...

How's that? My co-teacher didn't give in to her ex's sexual needs... (oh yeah, malibog yung guy... hehehe) because she values her virginity so much. Oh well, this guy had a somewhat fling with another girl and eventually got her pregnant... and of course, married her -- without my co-teacher knowing it! And so, all the while, my co-teacher thought that they're okay.. until her ex bf's wife confronted her!

I guess I've said enough. Hehehe.

I really feel bad about it because Anne (my co-teacher) can't seem to let go... Why? Because she feels that she has lost her beloved trophy (the guy happens to be a part of the RP SWIMMING TEAM, yeah, big deal! not!)... When they were still on, she has always taken pride being the girlfriend... blah blah blah... (got the idea)... I guess her self-esteem has been affected because of their break up... haaay... I just hope that she would realize how lucky she is that she hasn't given her virginity to that guy... and that she'd come to her senses that it's not her lost and that he's not all worth it... blah blah blah...

Well, of course I also shared my sentiments with her. I even shared some secret with her. Hehehe. How my subconscious mind had operated for the past weeks... Oh yeah, I developed a habit of taking the FX from Pasig bound to ROBINSON'S GALLERIA (does it ring a bell? oh well, it just happened to be the mall where my ex beau and I had our lunch on October 19, 2000, together with her stepmom and stepsisters.). How I was fond of taking the 'transparent' elevator. blah blah blah...

Don't get me wrong here, okay. I'm so over him (ows? hehehe)! And I am very much happy and in love with my honey right now. It's just that, maybe, no matter what I do, there's still, maybe, a part of me that's with him... Time heals all wounds they say, and I should know... But it seems like forever... and I'm letting you go... I don't know what's gone into my senses... but honestly, I'm more blessed with my honey... and that I couldn't thank him enough for coming into my life... for loving me... for accepting me for who I am... I'd be a fool not to appreciate and see these things, wouldn't I?